Friday, January 26, 2007
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guess wad, aft my entry ytd, i went to slp as i'm damn tired n sleepy. i suddenli wake up at 2 am n started to cry again, i miss him, i prank call him wit my new house phone, jus to hear his "hello" n i hang up, i kept quiet when he call back several times, n send a sorry msg aft dat. call him n i think he is wit her. n i cry like hell again, he talk to mi like normal like nothin happen.
wad e fukin hell is going on.. i dunno.. i force myself to slp, slpin is e onli time i dun think n cry, n slp at 5 am till 10 pm today, i'm fully awake, i dun yearn fer his call tml n even animore, maybe..
although i'm not totally heal or maybe there will be a scar, but i tell moiself to wake up n start a fresh frm tml to werk werk n jus werk..
i miss him..